Ok so i know it has been like 10000000000000000 years since i have written, and really its not for lack of drama in my life......If anything, the drama in my life has just intensified......so much going on....life, love and laughter......and lack of it.....What is this life really all about.....It has produced some very interesting creative things out of me,..which is cool,...its great that hardship and pain,...frustration and unhappiness, can breed such beautiful art out of one. I have written a few poems i shall post.....tell me what u think!!
~On the Outside~
Your on the outside of my circle
But your still looking in
From the outside of my circle
Turning your nose down on my sin
Your on the outside of my window
throwing rocks to cast your blame
and from the outside of my circle
casting words of guilt and shame
Don't step another step closer
Your not welcome in my home
stay on the outside of my circle
leave me free to think and roam
Its not a smile that i ask for
or a fake hello and hi
Its not a hug or kiss like Judas
Just let me free to fly
You crushed the inside of my spirit
and bruised the outside of my skin
Stay on the outside of my circle
You are not welcome in.
~Your Face ~
your eyes speak to me
they say a thousand words
your eyes whisper to me
i feel that burning pulse
Your smile embraces me
This empty room feels full
Your smile tells me many desires
Smiling right into my soul
Unexplainable desire
without a spoken word
Your face speaks
Even if your mouth is closed.
HEART OF STONE
Do you long for the day
When u truly know love
When your smile is real
When your broken heart heals
Do you sometimes feel
Like lifes run away
With your heart and your soul
And its taking its toll
Where did she go
Has she found a new home
Where she is embraced
And sees love face to face
Where have you gone
Did you feel all alone
Did you lose what was home
Did you hang up the phone
What will you do
Will you go where you feel
That your beauty is real
And your passion reveals
Whats inside
How does it happen
That you wandered so far
Did it fall from the sky
Those tears that you cry
When will it be
That you know you are held
That your hearts still around
It doesnt need to be found
This ache this feeling is something one cant bare alone
This heart this bleeding if left alone will turn to stone
So dont leave her here
Dont leave her all alone
Dear friend, I need your support, please come to my journal