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Jayman: Just dropped in to say hi...Like you, I've found that great adversity to lead to great change. I am extremely grateful for being granted the gift of being able to express myself in writing. Without that, I'd be pretty lost. It's awesome to see that in other's writing, like yours. I've written several poems as a direct result of trials. "On The Outside" is a good reflection of a period in my life. Thanks for sharing your poetry. Don't stop writing, my friend.
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Exercisegirl: Popping by to say hello and where are ya?? I've been a little mia myself..Hope all is well in your neck of the woods :)
paige: hey jen, sorry i missed you at mike and shelleys. i called over there, but everyone must have been gone. I had gotten a killer kidney infection, pretty much the night of your hubby's concert in Kamloops. It was so terrible. I was throwing up all night. I threw up twice at the pub, and twice on the way home. I am certain Mike Bris and a few others thought I was just wasted. Talk about bad timing. I hope all's going well. It's been a pretty crazy summer for moi. take care. love ya
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Friday, May 12th 2006

7:26 PM

loooooooooong time comin!

Ok so i know it has been like 10000000000000000 years since i have written, and really its not for lack of drama in my life......If anything, the drama in my life has just intensified......so much going on....life, love and laughter......and lack of it.....What is this life really all about.....It has produced some very interesting creative things out of me,..which is cool,...its great that hardship and pain,...frustration and unhappiness, can breed such beautiful art out of one. I have written a few poems i shall post.....tell me what u think!!

~On the Outside~

 

Your on the outside of my circle

But your still looking in

From the outside of my circle

Turning your nose down on my sin

Your on the outside of my window

throwing rocks to cast your blame

and from the outside of my circle

casting words of guilt and shame

Don't step another step closer

Your not welcome in my home

stay on the outside of my circle

leave me free to think and roam

Its not a smile that i ask for

or a fake hello and hi

Its not a hug or kiss like Judas

Just let me free to fly

You crushed the inside of my spirit

and bruised the outside of my skin

Stay on the outside of my circle

You are not welcome in.

 

~Your Face ~

your eyes speak to me

they say a thousand words

your eyes whisper to me

i feel that burning pulse

Your smile embraces me

This empty room feels full

Your smile tells me many desires

Smiling right into my soul

Unexplainable desire

without a spoken word

Your face speaks

Even if your mouth is closed.

 

HEART OF STONE

 

Do you long for the day

When u truly know love

When your smile is real

When your broken heart heals

 

Do you sometimes feel

Like lifes run away

With your heart and your soul

And its taking its toll

 

Where did she go

Has she found a new home

Where she is embraced

And sees love face to face

 

 

Where have you gone

Did you feel all alone

Did you lose what was home

Did you hang up the phone

What will you do

Will you go where you feel

That your beauty is real

And your passion reveals

Whats inside

 

How does it happen

That you wandered so far

Did it fall from the sky

Those tears that you cry

 

When will it be

That you know you are held

That your hearts still around

It doesnt need to be found

 

This ache this feeling is something one cant bare alone

This heart this bleeding if left alone will turn to stone

So dont leave her here

Dont leave her all alone

15 RaNtS.

Posted by J:

Nice poems Jenny Poo.....nice to hear from you on here again and it was great to see you, J & the kidlets on the weekend....we'll have to come to Van soon......take care, keep smiling...xoxo
Tuesday, May 16th 2006 @ 12:51 PM

Posted by Eric Kwan:

Dear friend, I need your support, please come to my journal
Friday, May 26th 2006 @ 1:00 PM

Posted by Bear:

Hey Honey POO! I miss you too! Gawd, we need to organize a girl camp out. You, me, J, Jew, Berv, Slim, and anyone else!!!!!
wouldn't that be a BLAST!!! oh my god!
Huge hugs to you my friend!!!!
Tuesday, July 11th 2006 @ 6:52 AM

Posted by Bear:

oops forgot to say Your writing is evolving beautifully.
Tuesday, July 11th 2006 @ 6:53 AM

Posted by J:

Totally....I'm in!!

Nice talking to you last night too Jen....you Gakker!!!! LOL
Tuesday, July 11th 2006 @ 12:12 PM

Posted by Anonymous:

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Your virginity may buy you tens of thousands of years up there.

Depending on their disfavor/progress the gods will tell people whatever it takes to get them to continue their behavior uninteruptted. Officially it is classified as temptation.
A supermajority of the deaths that are ocurring in Iraq are real. Telling the disfavored their son was saved is a lie designed to maintain the perception of trust, corruptability and to ensure the disfavored's destructive pattern of behavior coninues uninterrupted.

The following is an OUTSTANDING example of reverse positioning:::
The gods used this “Manifest Destiny” positioning to create a new reality, minimizing the good things about the old world and emphisizing the bad things. Wine is one such an example.
Wine is positioned to be a blessing from the gods, a fruitful bounty as a reward to a favored people. The reality is quite the opposite.
The Mediterreanean region is grossly disfavored:::the Noah’s Flood event (Straight of Gibralter broke through inundating the basin and killing untold millions).
There was a time, not so long ago, when no self-respecting woman would EVER take a drink. Alcohol is a masculinizer, a tool used to abuse the disfavored, and cultures which include women in the revelry are grossly disfavored.

"We don't want a bunch of Mexicans showing up at Temple.":::Please share with the audience about the cases of the disfavored attending Temple whom you are "persuading" to leave, ultimately with "hands-on" tactics.
When you find the path there will be similar preditory tacitcs at your place of work, among your friends, even within your family.
There is no such thing as a savior. You have to save yourself.

Women are the favored gender:::Those who understand what it means to be a woman are already halfway there.
The purpose of the masculinization of women of the last 40 years was to pave the way (justific
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