
Been thinking today and feel challeneged everyday to be a better mommy to my babies....Its a scary thought i recently had , that Raven will be going to school in the fall and it breaks my heart that i haven't been what i could be to him.
He is such a brilliant boy with so much amazing attributes about him,...he is sensitive and sweet and has the most wild and crazy imagination, he is creative and loving and has the hugest heart for people.
My Jazmyn is the most energetic, beautiful and humerous girl,..she is atristic and strong and has a fire in here shoes.
I have WONDERFUL amazing kids, though sometimes i forget, and a day will go by where i haven't told them how great they really are,...or worse,..days go by where i don't show them how awesome i really think they are.
God, please give me the strength and wisdom to be a good mom to love my kids with my whole heart and to show them the depth of that love.





Your a good Mum Jen...and even better for being open about these feelings your having. Kids take alot out of you and they require alot of patience, for some of us it comes easy and for others we have to learn. Thats what we are here for ...to learn, to over come all obstacles that are put in our way...be it just thoughts or actual obstacles.You already know the answers to all this...you just need to follow through with what you know you have to do.Ok..its late and Im sorry I haven't been here...I have been feeling really wiped out and I had things to do this afternoon.I will be around tomorrow if you need me...just buzz. Love You,miss you, chin up and sweet dreams...
There is no doubt in my mind that every mother has these doubts, but I guarantee you are a superb mommy!!